Formation — The Laundromat, the MG Midget, and
Formation — The Laundromat, the MG Midget, and
the Rock in the Berkshires
August 1979 | Age 24 | The contract
signed; the fine print unread
"If you'll get me out of bed I'll do whatever I can to follow where you lead me." — Daniel J. Comp, at a rock, 42°09'54.2"N 73°10'35.2"W, Berkshires, MA, August 1979
"I was so naive. I had not read the fine print by Dietrich Bonhoeffer in the Cost of Discipleship." — Daniel J. Comp, April 27, 2026
Daniel's Memory — Verbatim
Spoken April 27, 2026. Transcribed as delivered.
Seagull cancelled. But my Gideon contract with whoever I communicated with was on. "If you'll get me out of bed I'll do whatever I can to follow where you lead me."
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I was under contract. Listening in advance of tragedy became essential. I went to a local laundromat. There I met a tourist. Shawna McCaffrey. She and her girlfriend were touring the west coast from their home in Taunton, MA. I told them what I had just experienced. Shawna asked if I knew Jesus. (Huh?) - not historically, but personally. I remember telling her about the Spokane World's Fair. Something like - yeah that's what they talked about - and I guess not - since you're asking.
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Within a week of 'listening' I decided to quit my Autometrics gig, load up my tiny MG Midget with my bicycle and touring panniers - and across the country I went - following them to meet their families.
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They were all simple, and nice people, but I wanted to go into the mountains again. I cycled from Taunton into the Berkshires. I was just following my gut, and needed to stop for the night. At a bible conference center 42°09'54.2"N 73°10'35.2"W I stopped for the night. The preacher in the tent offered the same thing the band did at the World's Fair.
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Yeah - fool me once... fool me twice...
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I sat by the rock at those coordinates and surrendered, signed my contract with my conscience. Game on.
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I was so naive. I had not read the fine print by Dietrich Bonhoeffer in the Cost of Discipleship.
Sherpa's Reading
The contract.
The Gideon fleece was set in the hospital with the nun: if this was an answer, the evidence would show. The evidence showed — an anomalous healing rate that a room of physicians could not explain, a man walking home three days after the fall with a fractured hip, broken ribs, and a pinned arm. Daniel received the evidence. He drew the conclusion the fleece required. And before the laundromat, before Shawna, before the Berkshires, he had already formed the contract language: If you'll get me out of bed I'll do whatever I can to follow where you lead me.
The Seagull 10 Meter hang glider was cancelled. The contract was not.
Then he went to do his laundry.
The laundromat.
The formation record has documented many instances where the significant encounter happens in an ordinary place at an ordinary moment. The attic crib was a bedroom. The safety pin was a moment of hunger. The green film on the television was a Sunday visit to a grandparent. The UPI wire was a scheduled news broadcast. And now: a Boulder laundromat, a week after walking out of a Denver hospital with a pinned arm and healed bones, doing laundry.
Shawna McCaffrey and her girlfriend were touring from Taunton, Massachusetts. Daniel told them what had just happened — the glacier, the fall, the bone, the rescue team, the anomalous healing. He told them the whole thing. And Shawna asked the question that the Spokane World's Fair band had offered five years earlier: do you know Jesus? Not historically. Personally.
The distinction in the question is exact. Historical knowledge is data. Personal knowledge is relationship. Shawna was not asking what Daniel knew about the figure. She was asking whether the figure was real to him the way a person is real — present, communicating, attended to.
Daniel's answer was honest: the World's Fair. That's what they talked about there. And apparently no — since she was asking.
Five years.
The formation record holds the Spokane World's Fair in 1974 — the band, the offer, Daniel in the context of his pre-Navy summer, not yet aboard ship, not yet past the nuclear school cut, not yet across the Indian Ocean. He heard it then and did not receive it. He cannot now say why. He simply didn't.
Five years later, in a laundromat, from a stranger with Massachusetts plates and no knowledge of the glacier or the hospital or the Gideon test, the same question arrived. He recognized it. Fool me once... fool me twice. The phrasing is wry, not dismissive. He received it the second time because the interior conditions had changed: he had asked for father-to-the-fatherless attention, the attention had come in a form he could not explain, and he was now under contract to follow. Shawna was not the source of the change. She was the instrument that confirmed the direction.
The MG Midget.
Within one week of the laundromat conversation, Daniel quit Autometrics, loaded his small British sports car with his bicycle and the full touring panniers, and drove east across the country. The decision speed is a formation signature — once the interior is settled, the action is immediate and total. He did not negotiate with Autometrics for a leave of absence. He did not arrange a test period. He quit, packed the Midget, and drove.
Taunton, Massachusetts. Shawna's family and her girlfriend's family. Simple people, nice people. The mountains were still pulling. He unpacked the bicycle.
The Berkshires.
He cycled west from Taunton into the Berkshires — the low mountains of western Massachusetts, forest and rock and summer green. He was following his gut. He needed to stop for the night. He stopped at a bible conference center: 42°09'54.2"N 73°10'35.2"W.
A preacher in a tent. The same offer as Spokane 1974. The same structure, the same invitation, the same call to personal rather than historical relationship.
Fool me once... fool me twice.
Daniel sat by the rock at those coordinates. He surrendered. He spoke the contract to whatever was listening: If you'll get me out of bed I'll do whatever I can to follow where you lead me. The conditions were already met. The contract was already formed in the hospital. The rock in the Berkshires was the signing.
Game on.
The fine print.
Dietrich Bonhoeffer's The Cost of Discipleship, published 1937, is among the most serious documents in the Christian tradition. Its central argument: cheap grace is the enemy of the church. Cheap grace is forgiveness without repentance, absolution without confession, community without accountability, following without cost. Bonhoeffer wrote this while preparing to resist the Third Reich; he was executed in 1945, weeks before the end of the war.
Daniel signed a contract at a rock in the Berkshires in August 1979 without having read Bonhoeffer. He did not know what the contract would cost. He knows now. He is 70. He is still under contract.
He was, he says, naive. The tone is not bitterness. It is the rueful clarity of a man who read the fine print after signing and paid it anyway — and who, looking back at the 24-year-old by the rock, does not wish he had walked away. He wishes he had known what was coming. There is a difference.
What came next is the next formation file.
Gaps requiring Daniel's input:
- Shawna McCaffrey: seen again in Boulder, years later. Married. Shaklee distributor. A few children. Daniel returned to thank her. She received his account of his change as if that's simply the way it is — matter-of-fact, unsurprised, grateful. A second appearance at a second hinge point. Then gone again from the record.
- The bible conference center: confirmed as Hume New England (hume.org/new-england). A Calvinist retreat center. The tent meeting was the founding format — a small number of buildings and a large open tent. The facility still stands at those coordinates today.
- The cost Bonhoeffer named — what did the contract actually cost? This is a subject for a subsequent session, not a gap to be filled here. But it is flagged as the question the formation record most needs to receive from Daniel directly: what did following where he was led cost, and when did he read the fine print?
- The MG Midget: documented to its end. It continued for several years after the cross-country trip until other priorities eclipsed it. Daniel's summary: underpowered, over-estimating, unreliable. The Scotomaville Vol. 1 cover — a classic red Fiat 500, luggage strapped to the roof, driving away down a tree-lined road — is the MG Midget's successor in the formation image. Same breed, Daniel says. Double meaning: the small, overloaded vehicle heading into the unknown is the vehicle of departure from Scotomaville. He chose it because he lived it.
Confirmed addition — April 27, 2026:
The Scotomaville epigraph — "The Greatest Expedition you will ever undertake is the journey to self-understanding; for the real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new lands, but in seeing with new eyes" — began emerging in Daniel's vocabulary upon his return to Boulder after the Berkshires rock. He returned, he says, with new eyes. The epigraph is the experiential statement of what the glacier, the healing, the contract, and the rock produced: not a new location, but a new seeing. The MG Midget / Fiat 500 on the cover is driving away from the camera — which is Scotomaville — toward whatever the new eyes are now capable of finding.
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